i worked too hard to be rescued by you.

We search for light in a pitch black room.
Ask questions we know can't be answered.
Convince ourselves there is good in them.
Over and over again.
Criticize our smiles.
Get nervous when we don't know what to say.
Don't know what to say.
Try to fill the glass of perfection.
It won't fill.
Pick apart our flaws.
Question our intentions.
And theirs.
Will never be enough.
Or, perhaps, always were.
Look past the beauty and find only the darkness.
Crave the voice that made us fly.
Over analyze anything we can.
We'll try too hard.
Or not at all.
We'll never know.